What is my mission?

I did not know I had been given one, or was on one or even had one. Until that day.

“Life is a precious and delicate gift. Your mission in life is to find your purpose and give your whole heart and soul to it” ! Your special mission- which is the fulfilment of your divinity- is not outside you, but within you

But if I have been given one by whoever, then it is this: To create, to make, to build, to learn and to to be kind. It is these qualities that seem to shine through the most and are the ones that call the loudest. Therefore it only makes sense to follow them or at least listen and perhaps even do that their bidding. However I am no expert, but it feels better than beng a bastard and doing nothing or just being another cog in the machine that makes things go round. I swore to Gods work many years ago and if what I do is that which God wants, then who am I to complain. Actually I have some questions about this God character, where does he /she live, what do theyhe. she look like so and so forth. This is the rationalist in me speaking. Ig God wantyed me to work on assembly line or stay in advertising, then he would have tripped my current ventures up years ago.

Work has taught me many things. Prioritisation, marking urgency over importance and that stuff, along with how to get noticed, to market, to sell and even to create, produce and influence people to your ideas. It sounds like that book doesn’t it? The one written by Dale Carnegie. I am not going to mention how many employers I have had, but it is more than the average. The one I have now seems to suit me, it fits my personality. If I get annoyed I can sack myself and be reinstated in the morning or when I next go back to that particular task. I have a cat or five to monitor what I do and they provide most of what I need. They at least keep me sane and grounded, which is more than I can say for many humans.

So if I am too spend the rest of my days writing, painting and or shall we just say creating. Then I shall. I will employ the skills the universe has given me. The gifts I have physical or otherwise and use them to fulfill my lifes purpose. Or that which is otherwise to be known as my mission. I do not think there is anyone else who can do it, but I sure as fuck would like some help at times.

Maybe I ought to start asking.