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The day before Christmas eve
I have just been clearing my desk got stuck and have been contemplating the dust and crap left behind, ow I want to go to the gym and avoid cleaning…
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THURSDAY 19TH DECEMBER 2024
It is alternating between leaden and pale blue skies today and I am wondering whether to venture into town or city which it rightfully is. Actually it will prove more…
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SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND TERROR BYTES
On top of all the anxiety of late I hoped I would sleep like a baby last night and re-gather some energy, fat chance. Sleep eluded me and dreams prevailed,…
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ANXIETY BEFORE CHRISTMAS DAY
The post reflects the author’s struggles with anxiety and past traumas, particularly during the holiday season. They describe feelings of frustration stemming from persistent negative thoughts and emotional flashbacks, often…
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screen glare
Too long spent staring at computer screens makes my eyes sore. Actually and right, now just thinking of looking at one makes my eyes sore and that is why I…
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THE DAMAGE DONE
I may have written a blog with this title once before, perhaps somewhere in the long forgotten past. Not that it matters of course this blog in one form or…
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The big lie
Is the one they will all believe. So said Joseph Goebbels when in actuality, It was his boss Adolf Hitler who penned the phrase in his book Mein Kampf. Where…
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SOME RECENT WORK
Whilst the gardening thing is not so occupying I have been painting. Actually I paint almost every day, I am more an artist than I ever will be a gardener.…
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I HAD A CLIENT
Who thought I did such a good job last time I was round her property, she does not need me again until the spring. Considering the gardening season is largely…
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NOT WATCHING PORN
The weather these last couple of days has been pretty frightful and overnight it was a howling gale and slashing it down with rain. In fact it still is, which…







