IF I DIDN’T SLEEP

Then I would quickly became disorientated, sick and probably dies after not too long a period of time. As it is I sleep to much or it cetainly seems like that. Somedays I have profound difficulty in opening my eyes let along getting out of bed. Other times I do not sleep at all. They are both disabling and an absolute pain in the arse. Most mornings my bladder gets me up at silly O clock demanding attention and this is when my working day really ought to start. I would write more, create more, do the housework and all that kind of thing. More hours awake, means getting more done. Fuck the dark morning, just turn the light on and play some music, that will fix most things. then when a chunk of stuff is done, take a break and go do something else. It is rare I really sleep after getting up to pee, so quite I bother going back to bed, I have no idea. Maybe its just as I wrote, the dark mornings or perhaps falling into bad habits.

Anyway I would spend those extra hours working, being productive, creating and all the rest of it. Discharging all the ideas I have circulating in my head into something tangible, reading, learning and so on. Actually not much would change from what I am doing now. There would just be more of it.

I think that answers the question and I really don’t have much more to say on the matter