I am not sure, as for one I do not know what the next six months are going to bring me or should I say what I may bear upon myself. We create our own realities and it is no good blaming the system for our misfortunes.
Shall I say keeping my mind focused on the job in hand, looking after the thing that nestles between my ears and not paying too much attention to my ego. I don’t think I need too many distractions, have plenty to keep me occupied and everything so far is going as one would expect: Telling someone to get lost requires two people, the originator and that person who came knocking in the first place. It is generally not a good idea to insult a man or pry into his business when it is not asked.
I won’t say what I am doing with myself these days, but it involves history, being creative and learning. Three things I like to think I do quite well at, that I am able to combine them into one package is even better. A working life spent in retail, marketing and that kind of thing has given me a set of tools that some people would pay a fortune at University for. One day I may even pay back the tuition fees for my own education. But that is currently not on my list for the next six months, maybe it ought to be. Or perhaps I should concentrate on creating my own incomes rather than relying on the state to feed me. Very few people know of my current activities, there are some people who would happily put dirt in your gearbox just to spite you cause they are jealous and or want to control what you do. Other people do it to themselves, they like to play victim and make themselves sick I have met a couple of them over the years.
Come back in a months time and I may have added something to this.
The musings of a professionally confused artist 
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